Hello Again...

I SAW BALLS!!!

No, they weren't basketballs, soccerballs or real balls either...they were guts.
Something I needed to complete my figure as a man??hmm...maybe 'guy'...'man' is a little to cheesy:)

OK, It was again(I'm sorry), about girls...what'd ya expect?Guys...not gay dude..HAH!

I saw Ariff do it in my own eyes....WOW!...salute you dude...not many guys I know are so capable of possessing such balls(GUTS!)

I used to say I wanted to have his 'intelligence' if there was such a device but now I want his 'guts' too...seriously...I want them.maybe.

Need them probably? NOWAY!Why? Cos I have my own and I'll use it...
Ariff, you're brave and that was an inspiration!!

I thought that such stuff only comes alive onto movie, but hey, my live's a movie remember?:)

Well, that's most probably the most biggest thing that happened in school I can share today... Besides me buying 3 Moo Ice Cream for my little siblings.....good brother rite?:) I know:)....hehhe

Btw, check out my little bro's(Hasif) before and after hair(style). More like 'after and before', stupid blogger.







Yeah, he cut his hair and I felt like I had a new bro....seriously!...It's lovely...I like him as him but his hair just made me love him more...

LOVE,

Your Bro
Ash.

posted by Ashraf @ 4:35 PM

1st time in many months I felt like a need to blog.....
It was about 4 hrs ago since my last post.
I just have to say this, I'm damn disappointed with myself.
Others get to go and see the outcome but I'm still not stepping away of my current position.
Yeah, it's about that girl, seriously I'm so damn shy to go up and even say hi.

GDI!
What's wrong with me?
Would someone tell me!!!

It's probably my disease.
Being with friends able to do the most stupidest stuff ever but come to girls and....
he's a geek, loser, nerd, scardey cat, asshole, _____...
Fill in that blank.

I hate myself for that.

Like that song, 'perfect situation'.
It's like it's made just for me.

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situationI let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing and
I'm a hero, but I'm a zero.

Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no play
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
And I just pass through...

Hating this terribly, hoping that it would change when I awake tomorrow.

posted by Ashraf @ 10:33 PM

That's what I'll be blogging about today.
Like I've always said, everything's changing...why not me?
Why?

Everybody's taking a step forward and I'm still at the bottom of the flight of stairs.
If you're close, you'll know what I'm probably talking about.
Why let others do it for you and end up with a bigger hole than it previously was?

I'm seriously afraid.
Yes, Scared.
My future here.

Wait, some people say most bloggers are sad and have nothing to rant about but complain.
I'm not a sad blogger, just a really lazy one so excuse the 'not updating for 3 weeks'...hah!
That's how I'll probably describe myself as a blogger:)

OK, here's something interesting to talk about, there's this girl....Yes! That girl.
She's sweet and I've never talked to her once.

Seriously, NO BALLS rite?

I let people walk all over me and guess what, now I think she hates me.
I even heard from one of my friend who's close to her that they know me.
But I guess in a more negative way.
My name was being used in that particular sms and guess what?It was spelled correctly!
'Ashraf'
Usually it was 'Asraf'
Or Atap(Used within assholes):)

They were saying that I blushed when I saw her, heyhey
I'M FAMOUS NOW!
It's kinda fun to be known:)
OK, back to the situation, now I'm stuck, seriously....help
Movie 'Hitch'?Ideas maybe?
But of course you can't really relate real life to movies, but hey, it worked in there!

But of course there are other factors such as my ultra-shyness that is really hard to overcome.
Really, like runninng 4.8km, not 2.4km.
Really tough, yes, that tough.

OK, back to me,
I'm kinda of an enthusiastic solo song writer now(I think)
And if I were to make a song about her, I'll name it 'She's allright'.
And the album name would be 'That Fast Change'...
Next time you see such an album in a few years, and if the artist was me or I'm part of it,
I'll probably have made it my career, so buy it to show your support, and pls, don't distribute it on Ares....damn pirates!

She's just shy and I'm gonna do nothing?
What!?Darn!!!

Btw, tomorrow on?

She's just shy and I'm gonna do nothing?

posted by Ashraf @ 6:00 PM

Ultra Long Update
Wow, this is the longest period of time I've left my blog.

3 Weeks!Checking out the blogger site, it said that the lsat time I updated it was 13th June.That's like add 9 days and it's a month(ouh, my maths good)(too bad that was too basic)

I've been wondering, if I were to go for a Maths lesson way back to Primary 6, would it be possible to score a full 100% since my brain has been constantly upgraded since then?
I think so, except thse times when you get so sick of looking at the darn paper, you just put it under the desk(That's where careless mistakes comes in)(Darn careless mistakes)

Anyways, back to my blog here, about it not being updated for such a long time, place the blame on the laziness of mine.

3 Weeks!!!!Wahhhhhh

Ok....let's talk bout my way over holidays, guess what, I went to Malacca on the last Friday of the June Holidays.
Yes, that may sound a bit....hmm...hmm...fill in the blanks there.
Well, it was kinda fun leaving Singapore at 7, leaving Larkin for a coach to Mlacca at 9, and finally reaching our destination at 12, yup, 12 midnight.

It was kinda of a unplanned vacation you see, so we had to stay at hotels that we'rent of my standard.I would only settle for something of 3 class or more.We were more like overninghtting in a motel.Just like the one Earl stays in.(The show, My Name Is Earl)

The next day was like we spent 3 hrs of the morning just to get the other part of Melaka(Malay Version)....Tampin was the name.You see my brain a bit slow...I didn't ralize that adding a 'es' would turn it into Tampines until my PRimary 5 sis told me.From Tampin, we took a Taxi to Afamosa and WOW!...I must say that the place was so huge, I'd spent hald a day walking form one end to the other There was Animal world in that place, WaterWorld, and many more fun stuff..www.afamosa.comIt was such a huge resort....big...no...BIG!!....I have to emphasize on its size, something that I know can't be found in Singapore.We just spent the day at Waterworld, which I thought looked just like Wild Wild Wet.(maybe better)

Well that was a Saturday and you know we can't really spend so much time there.
So we went back to Malacca Central and stayed at another 'hotel'.
That night, was also the night that Malaysia was having a battle of the bands.
Those bands were mostly playing rock music and it was the finals so you guessed it....it was totally AWESOME!!!

Sunday, we went to a shopping mall named Tesco.
It was like the 'Giant' in Singapore, basically owning everything in that little mall.
We totally salvaged the hypermarket buying so many stuff for sourselves.Fun, Fun, Fun!!!

No more time wasting could be done so we basically had to get a ticket home!!!Fortunately my parents we able to get hold of 5 tickets back to Singapore....and this time a better, more spacious, better suspension bus.
The previous bus we took was so bad , I couldn't even drink water from a bottle properly.I first thought that it was due to the bumpy roads but I then realized that that bus had bad suspension.
Luckily this one had good suspension and that resulted in a smooth ride.

This bus however was a bus straight to Singapore, Lavender Road actually.The bus made a stop somewhere in a restaurant in Plaza Tol or somehitng lah, I don't quite remember.We bought 2 Dvds there, Ong Bak and Garfield 2, although pirated, the Ong Bak was original but Garfield was bad, bad quality, waste of money.

Leaving Malacca at 4, we arrived in Singapore at 9pm, really long, long ride home since there were so many people trying to rush back to Singapore.

Had Bone Steak at Beach Road, we only touched home at about 10.30pm.

Gone to school the next day and everything was back to normal:)

Oh yeah now that my famly no longer have a maid, we have to do everything by ourselves.But guess what, that amounts to about $700 more spare cash a month, I could buy a bass...ahhah

Well, that's the update, terima kasih for reading!

posted by Ashraf @ 3:40 PM